WhEn yOU hEar SomEthinG yOu doNT kNoe iF itS bAD or gOoD..nOw yOu doNt kNoe wHu tO sAi or dO..yOu dOnt kNoe whUt'S ur mOod..

I wAS sO yOunG FinDiNg OuT,i haD tO hAve diS dramA in Mah life..i hAd tO hEAr diS nEwS..i knEw maH famiLy haD heLla probLemS,and i gueSz i foUnd ouT i hAd my owN..i hAd to fiGure out maH owN issues..

thiS liFe i LivEd iN waSnt trUe..aNd i neVer feLt aMused..PeoPle neVer felT whAt i FeLt, tHey neVeR wiLl theYlL havE a cLuE..it beCause peOple have thEir owN shiEt..i have mInE..its hurTs..dAts hoW liFe is..it caN beH crUeL...

its bEen buiLt inSide meH, i neVer saiD a wOrd..sO i crieD it aLl ouT..bUt i stYlL neVer fiGurEd oUt thE reaL trUth..proLLy nevEr..whO knoEs..cuz i wiLl neVer fiNd whaT theSe tearS werE abOut..if i saiD sOmethINg..i was AfraId oF deNile, reJectiOn..anD mayBe all tHe bulLshiT anD thE shOUts..

i SeE mY surRounDinG,whIch waS reaLitY..i seE thiNgS whIch i doNt hAve..i feEl maH owN jealoUsy..waS i shedDing theSe teArs cuZ whAt i hAd misSin or waS i feELinG sOrRy foR myseLf..wAs thE teArs juSs bCuZ of Me??uNtiLl i fiNd oUt thE reAL trUth..iLl neVer be FrEe..

i tRy to saY soMethIng, theN i enD uP paUsiNG.wheN i beGiN tO sai suHin..i knEw wHU i waS geTtin iNto n i kneW wHu i waS bouT to heaRi criEd..i waS scAreD..i waS iN feARoNcE agAIn i brOke in teArs..gOd kneW hOw i feLt..i knEw hE waS neAr..